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I want to make more of an effort to remember my sleep time consciousness. It's been hard in the past. I think it is because of how hard it is for me to wake up. All of the effort I have put in to stepping out of the bed will probably have by then cause my sleep memory to be erased.

I will try to get more sleep.
I will try to write down my dreams right when I get up

Good luck self!

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I read I and Though by Martin Buber a while ago. I believe that describing a thing is a deceiving thing. Yet it seems nessisary to at times to describe. This can be very destracting. I believe it should be handled very carefully.

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Time seems to be lengthed in directions of future, past, and present. The notion that one can time travel is somewhat sketchy. This assumes that there is a past place and a future place. Meaning, much like you would visit another town, you would visit time.

Hmm but I am almost sure the future does not exist. I have experienced the past and can entertain that there might be a past to visit. Yet the future is constantly not existing. Assuming that it is there means that time is going on a predictable path and the only thing in the way of now and the future is this time.

I think it will be fun to think up my own way that time would work knowing it is just my imagination at work. I think the result would be interesting because of all the possibilities there can be.

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It seems like a common thing to do for humans to do once something to found is to ask themselves two questions:

What is this?
Why is this here?

There does not see like, once asked, there can not be a no answer. The question was asked so there for it needs an answer. This can run into corners rather quickly. The detective in us will hastily put together clues we can grab on to. This will caused rushed decisions on questions that were originally asked by a human on not by reality.

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In my art history classes, when henri mattise is mentioned, he is synonymous with orientalism. Meaning he was a 'westerner' projecting false assumptions onto another culture pretty much. Now this can be true, but as far as history goes, I think that the true can be said about historians looking back in to the past. The past is murky, and much is projected on the past about how we think. Not nessisarily how we thing 'now' but our temperment. I bet optimistic people have an optimistic view of the past while pessimistic the opposite. Yet, most art historians do no welcome this point to their lectures. This makes me suspect on the things the teach me. I have lost much respect of them in terms of me accepting what they tell me.

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When I was little and went to church. They used to sing "Hosanna in the highest" in every mass. I used to think they sang "Lasagna in the highest." Even today Catholicism doesn't make sense. What difference if the church praises pasta and shuns homosexuality. It doesn't seem like there's any reason to any teaching besides "I said so." It seems like the world would still go on if there was a ban on pasta and support of gay marriage. It's almost like they just throw darts at the dartboard to make up morals. Hosanna in the highest is just as absurd to me as Lasagna in the highest.